
A Lover at court
The angels may wonder why
why I'm used to getting hurt for love
they may argue, they may sigh
as they sing songs from above
the devils may smirk and laugh
on my pains and sorrows
hurts more than a cut in half
or aimed by countless arrows
just then, God asked me
"How much do you love him?"
I stopped and thought of it
"I love him more than it may seem"
I've heard the angels whispering
like the juries in court
as God kept on asking
"You love him, even if you're always hurt?"
I nodded a weak yes
thinking it might be best
not to explain and try to rest
but His questions seems endless
"Would you die for him?" He wondered
"Yes" I answered as I stepped forward
I am unsure if he ever heard
My breath now was shallow and hard
I once again stepped forward
and then tried asking
"Am I in trial my God?"
He was then startled, beaming
"My child, I ask you all these"
he continued "because I care..."
"...if he loves you, you'll be his..."
"...but will he still be there?"
I am shocked at the statement
the one I love will be taken away
But no matter how I beg and lament
I can't really make YOU stay
I cried but what could I do?
It's God's will, something I can't undo
I've loved you every single day
but why does He have to take you away?
Is this a trial I should overcome?
Is this a challenge on how strong my love is?
Because I'll love You, I'm so guilty
Rain keeps pouring as I left the jury
and then I wonder, do angels cry?
God whispered to me why...
"You love him my child, but I'm sorry..."
"...He'll be with me don't worry"
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She does not like a lot of heavy metal and punk, but she is slowly
conforming and has apparently started listening to death metal and remains an
avid hater of rnb and rap - although she will readily admit that she went through a
boyband phase. She will never think of Avril Lavigne as a true rocker chick and
she thinks Ashlee Simpson is another rocker wannabe. AND YET I'M USING HER IMAGE AS A LAYEE, PATHETIC RIGHT?
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